Author Archives: Zhee Bardos

this day, at 8pm. 2004. i was taken. err swept away.was at the beach.someone was holding my hand.all i could hear was the stillness of the night.the soft murmurs of the seashore.crickets sweetly cricketing their way.he held me like it was the first time.it really was the first time.he guided me down the cottage.he heldContinueContinue reading “06022004”

F,i miss you.  ive been saying that for the past few days now.  i do. so much. and mostly more on sundays. i wish i could have enough courage to look you inthe eye and not feel guilty anymore. things will change that’s for sure. im not sure if i can still run to you.  Hans,i miss you too.  i missContinueContinue reading “epiphoria”

Archie looks smug about managing to keep both Betty (left) andVeronica hanging for almost 70 years — but in an upcoming issue, promisesArchie Comics, he will finally choose between them with a proposal of marriage. The worldwide financial collapse was a Sundayschool picnic compared to this. Come August, civilization as we know it iscoming toContinueContinue reading “Betty Vs Veronica”

i was always skeptic about marriage. until i saw this lady,  i was on my way to colon to unwind, and findclothes for the next payday to come. i was minding my own business,someone sat beside me in the jeep, she was probably around 80+, she looked oldand contented, i looked at her hand and saw her band.ContinueContinue reading “matrimony”

Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with yourtears… When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving youjoy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart,ContinueContinue reading “random thought”

they say that there is no need to cry over spilled milk, butwhat if it was your favorite milk? so i did, and i know it is just plain pathetic tosome. but i am quite guilty of what i did. how unintentional it was thought to be. i am not entirely sure if this wouldContinueContinue reading “hey there! :(“

i was soo stressed that last apr.9 i nearly died of suffocation.i went home from work at around 8am,  i have this water heater that i use to boil waterfrom to drink nesvita before i sleep,  that day i decided to cook the camote which i havedone successfully in the past–until that day. i wasContinueContinue reading “my near-death-experience”

could never keep my mouth shut, either in person, in thought and sometimes in text messages as well… if there is something that i really loathe about someone is that they have this tendency to make me feel rather inferior about myself… and i hate to feel that way because i always believed that maybeContinueContinue reading “Aphonia”

damn. damn. damn. im finally done with the so called “prc filing” damn. damn. damn. how much more do i have to live up with this bullshit?! im getting tired already with the same routine, same habit.. i need to reboot?! to find a reason for staying and for finally taking the exams.. people willContinueContinue reading “alary”

having these for breakfast would make my day any better than it is…