sucky. sucky. super. i was uber lazy the past few days. indulge in the comforts of my bed and the meager food i have left for survivalin these tough times. wednesday suns up. hmm good day to apply.  which i did. option A : communications coach was late again. this time the guard said "maam,Continue reading "scathed"

To all the boys I loved before, in chronological order:  ~ahhh baby love my baby love... puppy love. weslide together holding hands. you even danced at our christmas party. i sangthen. i wonder if you became the all star basketball player you always wantedto be? ~i wonder where you are right now? i tried toContinue reading "anti-valentine"

i know itwas sudden. people asked me why. i wish i can say it. wish i could just say that maybe, just maybe its about time to let go. of it. of that small grip i still have in reaching my goal. sometimes you just don't get what you want. for now. id still thinkContinue reading "never say never"

i justcame back from my weekend in consolacion.ahh the wonders of child birth. my weekend was truly worthwhile. spent time with cousins. watched tv. played with my niece and nephew. and ate good old inun-unan :DD i enjoyed my weekend. exactly what i needed to get me by. so here i am. waiting to exhale.Continue reading "drowning"

i envythem.the bonding. everything. just like glue - they all stick. ~sighs we are officially a year older. wave 43. 1 year. i filed PTO today. i waited til noon. nobody sent me a message. of a plan. a night out. lunch. or something. by 1-ish somebody did. i had to decline. i already madeContinue reading "anniv"

i get it. she needed some donation. all i did was say "im sorry.." she left me. surfing the net. solicitations for the church. i was just minding my own business when, she touched my shoulder. she even smiled at me. i gave her the curious look. she handed this envelope. which i didn't bother toContinue reading "hypocrite"

some people make you feel just unworthy.incompetent. and most of all: make you feel that maybe it was a big mistake that you were ever born. i've kept this in as much as i wanted to. i won't have to spew all the nastydetails. we look for comfort where we can find it. yes iContinue reading "crappy stuff"

23.  damn, im old.  jan 16 i turned 23 at exactly 5.23am.  i worked my ass out, then came 1pm. weee finally, restday. slept. woke up. fever. slept again. i even missed the pyrotechnic contest in sm. bummer. i went to fuente, checked the scene. walked a few miles.  ate at kfc. slept again. nextContinue reading "bummer"

in less than 12 days im bound to another chapter of my life. the big 2-3.what do i want? one thing. something. someone?  life has been good. life has been shitty too. but nonetheless, i am ever sohappy, for now. 😀 what i wanted to do for this year: -go back to Butuan and playContinue reading "23"

okey,this was my to do list for the year and id update you as to what i already accomplished. and this is just the start.. will update soon. or what do you think i need to do before the year ends? retainers ---- don't have enough money for this yet. bohol/manila trip ---- i went to guimarasContinue reading "rewind and forward"