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i know itwas sudden. people asked me why. i wish i can say it. wish i could just say that maybe, just maybe its about time to let go. of it. of that small grip i still have in reaching my goal. sometimes you just don’t get what you want. for now. id still thinkContinueContinue reading “never say never”

i justcame back from my weekend in consolacion.ahh the wonders of child birth. my weekend was truly worthwhile. spent time with cousins. watched tv. played with my niece and nephew. and ate good old inun-unan :DD i enjoyed my weekend. exactly what i needed to get me by. so here i am. waiting to exhale.ContinueContinue reading “drowning”

i envythem.the bonding. everything. just like glue – they all stick. ~sighs we are officially a year older. wave 43. 1 year. i filed PTO today. i waited til noon. nobody sent me a message. of a plan. a night out. lunch. or something. by 1-ish somebody did. i had to decline. i already madeContinueContinue reading “anniv”

i get it. she needed some donation. all i did was say “im sorry..” she left me. surfing the net. solicitations for the church. i was just minding my own business when, she touched my shoulder. she even smiled at me. i gave her the curious look. she handed this envelope. which i didn’t bother toContinueContinue reading “hypocrite”

some people make you feel just unworthy.incompetent. and most of all: make you feel that maybe it was a big mistake that you were ever born. i’ve kept this in as much as i wanted to. i won’t have to spew all the nastydetails. we look for comfort where we can find it. yes iContinueContinue reading “crappy stuff”

23.  damn, im old.  jan 16 i turned 23 at exactly 5.23am.  i worked my ass out, then came 1pm. weee finally, restday. slept. woke up. fever. slept again. i even missed the pyrotechnic contest in sm. bummer. i went to fuente, checked the scene. walked a few miles.  ate at kfc. slept again. nextContinueContinue reading “bummer”

in less than 12 days im bound to another chapter of my life. the big 2-3.what do i want? one thing. something. someone?  life has been good. life has been shitty too. but nonetheless, i am ever sohappy, for now. 😀 what i wanted to do for this year: -go back to Butuan and playContinueContinue reading “23”

okey,this was my to do list for the year and id update you as to what i already accomplished. and this is just the start.. will update soon. or what do you think i need to do before the year ends? retainers —- don’t have enough money for this yet. bohol/manila trip —- i went to guimarasContinueContinue reading “rewind and forward”

i woke up. palpitating. hypothermic. i had cancer.  i was in a hospital bed.a nurse came in to tell me the lovely news that ihave cancer. what a good what to start the day huh? i went over my fridge to get the wine i bought afew days.was i ever ready to drown everything.ohhh theContinueContinue reading “alae”

where are we now? i haven’t asked that question yet. logic dictates that i should move on. keeping in casual.what the f*** does that mean? nothing wrong seeing a movie. i guess. is that it?jogging?anything else?shopping?anything we can do?anythign at all?brunch. brunch is nice.  LOOOL!! some lines from Desperate Housewives. been addicted to it theseContinueContinue reading “bummer”